= = those 9 hours of eng was hard and painful.. expt ta middle one... MAN THAT GUY IS FUNNY!!!

i wanna have him as a teacher... if i did.. i would definatly do work...

he he///

while i was walking around mc tryna find mai train.. which dissapeared/// i looked around.. so many people... yet i felt so alone...

i remember saying to my slef... soon skool will start and everything wil get easier... until i noticed... no it worn't... it'll get harder and harder.... then it hit me.... it's almost feb.... then i thought about it.... the 14th is a day i've never spent with a bf... because manly during that time i didn't have a bf.. even if i did... i never really wanted to spend it with them..... but i would like to spend it with you.... sometimes i feel as though i'm the only person in teh relationship...... sometimes i feel as though i'm asking for too much.... and sometimes it gets soo hard that i just wish that i didn't noe how to think....

for me.... right now..... i know..... that ur there for me...... but.......... i don't know anymore.........

i rember over the past few days i've talked to people i wouldn't normally talk to.. and met people i wouldn't normally meet........ during that time i realised that though i feel as though my world is slowing down... everyone elses is running at a fast paste......

i want you to know..... i understand...... and i'll stay........

i want you to know..... that i really do care...... and that i really do miss you.........