今天是我第200个post
今天送给大家一首歌‘我要的飞翔’

天气，冷暖不确定
每个人，躲在人海里
相遇，忠实没道理
弄错后，轻轻说对不起
没关系，无论是去了什么
都没痕迹
每一次，让泪水流回心里
去灌溉梦想开奇迹
我要的是坚强，不是谁的肩膀
怀抱是个不能停留的地方
这世界多拥挤，就有多匆忙
用所有的寂寞时光给自己鼓掌
我要的飞翔，不是借双翅膀
自由是个没不能代替的远方
用路途的孤单，来收获成长
直到遇见到了你一起分享

送给你们的，希望你们能找到自己的另一半

sometimes i feel as though i should just hit myslef against the wall... it seems much more productive then what i am doing with my life at the moment...
sometimes it hurts so much, it makes me want to pull my heart out with my bare hands and just watch it thump. because i don't know what i'm ment to be feeling, i don't know my own norm anymore...
i want to hate you with the depth of my heart, but something in me is stopping me, it's telling me, don't be stupid, you might fool others but i know what your really feeling, i know what you really want, i know you will never get what you want.
it seems everytime when happiness come knocking on the door something stops it, it take it away as though i don't deserve it.
did i do something in my past life to make everything my world so dark, so miserable? or does god just like to play jokes on humans everynow and then, and i just happened to win the lotto.
i hate you, i really do, i hate you for making me this way, i hate you for making me fall for you, i hate you for telling me you felt the same way, i hate you for leaving me behind and moving on with your life.
i hate you because i love you.
i wish i could make you cry like the way u've made me cry, i wish i can make you mad like the way you make me mad. i wish i was the only one in your life that can make you laugh, make you cry, make you smile. but i'm not that person am i?
it hurts, it hurts so bad, because i know i was only a stand in, because i know i was merly living in someonelses shadow, and that i was the last one on the list.
it hurts, so bad, it hurts.
and if u came back today, i would take you back without hesitation. i would fall back into your arms without hesitation. i hate you....
i wish i could tell you all of this in person, but i can't i never will. i am not one to voice what i feel, because if i do, i know i'll only be hurt once more.
i wish someone would take me away from all this.

同学们好！！
啊啊啊。。昨天晚上做了个噩梦。梦到了成绩单。。。太可怕了。。。太可怕了。。。太可怕了、、、、、、

i miss u
i miss u
i miss u

and now... i worn't i'll only miss us been together... i worn't miss u anymore

dreaming about a dance class signifies that you should move on

我昨天做了个梦，梦到个舞蹈教室，我在学舞。有可能真的没必要等你了、、、

如果，那年我鼓起了勇气，如果那一年你鼓起了勇气，你我就不会像今天一样

我这几天一直在想，你当初对我说的，十一年级那一年的感情。。。你为什么什么都没有说。。。

‘星’这个字裁开时就是‘日生’，新一天的开始，只要抬起头望天空看就可以看到新一天的来领。

这句话是我今天学到的，我望天空看了，可是看到的直是乌云，黑雾。我的‘星’是否走失了，或我的‘星’就是你。如果是的话那我就太悲剧了，因为恐怕我再也看不到‘星’了。

明天是七月七日，情人节。你知道吗？七月七日又变成了我们没有过的节日。

听到明天是情人节时，我眼泪默默的掉了下来，一粒一粒的，就这样掉了下来。我什么时候变的这么的脆弱，碰不碰就掉眼泪。

明天又是一天，希望我能看到我的‘星’

如果世界是大海，那我就是一粒沙子，等着到达我的目的地，如果到得了的话，如果有的话。

你是不是这大海中的另一颗沙子，慢慢地从我身边游去，你是不是也在等你的目的地？

如果是的话，请和我一起等一会儿，因为我很寂寞，很孤独，很悲哀。

等你到了以后，你能让我瞧一瞧你的目的地吗？因为我不知道我的在哪里，是什么，也许，可能，你的目的地也是我的。

飘呀飘呀，啊大还真大！

。。。今天没什么新的东东，其实，学校还是一样的无聊。。。生活也就这样这样。。。无语。。。
人生真漫长，。。。

好想哭，好想好想你，好怕好怕你已经忘记我，好怕好怕、、、
好痛苦的一年，好痛好痛
好艰难的一年，好难好难
为你流了那么多的眼泪值得吗？
为什么要流那么多？为什么是眼泪而不是笑容、、、
是我太傻吗？是我笨吗？
那么爱情要多么聪明才能不哭泣，要多精明才能逃过爱情的陷阱？
你我都曾爱过，可是为什么只有我在痛，只有我在哭泣，只有我没办法往前走，为什么只有我？
为什么？
爱情真的那么的无情吗？生命真的那么艰苦吗？世界真的那么虚落吗？
在这个大世界里，为什么偏偏要爱上一个不爱我的人，为什么偏偏喜欢上那么普通的你，为什么要那么的投入。为什么要那么痴情。
心好痛，好痛，你可以不要痛了吗？因为我累了，因为我无法和这个世界，这个生命做对了。
让我休息一会儿，please

ok it's been a while since i've updated~ so i will do it today
nothing much has been going on, besides from the fact that tsfx classes started yesterday and a few werdio dreams latly so i'll tell u all about mai dreams~
well when i woke i was really terid. in the dream my parents and i have stolen money, killed a family for their money. we got the money and went back to the scene of the crime to ensure that the police worn't find us, then when i said ti run away while we are ahead, my parents decied not to, becuase they thought they had plenty of time, and that same night the police came to get us, and i hid in the bath room behind the washing basket. then i woke up because i knew i was dreaming.
i don't know y be as of late my dreams have become more frequent, well at least me remebering my dreams.....
ahhhhhh dreams can be nice
i had a dream about linsday's hubby(not really her hubbby, it's just what we call him) it was sweet, and it was so warm, nice, peaceful, i liked that feeling

考试成绩出来了。。。太悲剧了。。。
呜呜呜呜呜呜呜。。。。。
太伤心了

刚刚在同学msn上看到了‘分手后不能做朋友，因为彼此伤害过，不能做敌人，因为彼此深爱过，所以我们变成了最熟悉的陌生人’
看到了他，想到了我们，还有可能吗？