i don't know if you've read ta last blog, but, i guess u didn't. i think, giving up would be the best option.... i've sent jen something that she'll pass on for me. i brought it, and would have given it to u on the 7th, but forgot to give it to you, so, i think now would be best, take it as a early bday present and a late xmas present. i hope u'll like it.

i guess it'll be the last thing i may ever give you, so i really do hope u like it, i guess it would also be my 1st time giving a guy something like it....

i guess, life isn;t something we can all plan for, i guess this would be the time to just take it in my stride, and see what happens