for some unknow reason he keeps poping up into my head, as hard as i try to overcome it, it keeps going, way are u coming back to haunt me when've i'm moved on? why does it feel as though i'm lying to myslef when i say i don't? and yet at the same time that someonelse makes me feel better, like i'm worth somthing. wat are u doing? though i'm 100% sure that u will never care, that u will never even know, why do i keep holding on.

i've tried walking away, running away, walking into it, running into it. what will i do? can i say that i like a person when apart of me is feeling like a lier?

i want to know, what u think, how it was, and how u've been, i've never had teh courage to talk to u, even for a second. u just keep quiet and out of the way, and yet u seem so warm.

maybe if i said it again, maybe if i said that imight still, did like you, maybe then u will leave me alone. but i don't want to. i want to feel this warm fuzzy thing, it's so nice.

am i starting to like you? even thoygh i know someone that like you? even though i know u will say no. does that mean i can't like you? i know i've told u, liking someone doesn't mean u hav to make a move, but sometimes theres enough like to make you want to. should i? i know it'll bring you more harm then good, and yet i can't stop. it feels good to talk 2 u, it makes my day alittle better, just siting there waiting for teh text back, though sometimes it takes a few hours, every one of those mintues is sweet. i find myslef stuck between two rocks, and maybe i'll never get out. i guess if you read this you would know who you are, but will you?

sometimes it makes me want to go back to the time in year 9 and 10 when u can just muck around with out worries but now we have the exams coming up, and then yr 12, i guess i'll bring more trouble then good. i guess i should run away for now, and maybe come back to it in 2 years.

but will i be able to?