life is alittle boring right now, i don't know what i want to do, i don't know what i can do. i don't like this kind of feeling, a feeling of not knowing how deep i can reach or of how far i can streech. i want to know, so i don't waste myslef.
i am not smart, i am not pretty, i am not skinny, i do not have a good personality. am i hopeless?