sudden love of the song 'oh!my godessw' by TRAX from sment....
the song is so light, bubbly, happy, a song about meeting someone so wonderful that their out of this world.
i like that feeling. the feeling of your heart stopping, the world been in slow motion, then from the corner of your eye you see that one person, shinning brightly, as though a light is shawn on them non-stop.
i've been thinking alot lately, alot.
what is a soulmate? what is ment by the term 'destined one', 'the other half'.
it's not like we're an apple and can be cut into halves. and it's not like destiny is ever a thing to trust on. and yet we wait, we walk though life waiting, until we think we have found that thing we're waiting for. in chinese theres this term ‘真命天子’it basically means someone destined to be with you. i wonder if that term really means what it means. i mean what if you have a destined person, but for some reason they die before you met them, or if they were in fact born into another era. what can you do now? if you could time travelle then well our world would be a mess, cos everyone would just redo the same actions again and again. that would be complicated. because we can't travelle through time, we learn to 'cherish' because we can't relive life, we learn to be 'paient', but what good is there been paient, where 5 million other people in the world could be looking for the same thing as you are, sucess, fame, love, affection.
when i was little i was always told the story of the boy and the rose bushes, how this little boy inorder to pick the most beautieful rose walked all the way to the end of the bushes but ended up with nothing because he became too greedy. but can we really blame the little boy? for wanting something better, more beautieful, something more speacial? instead of calling it paience we called it greed. maybe i'm scared that i would walk to the end of the road with no rose in my hand, so i've grabed onto the first one i saw, maybe, we need to be like the little boy, maybe in the face of love we need to be alittle greedy to get the 'best deal'.
i've been thinking if there is a need to want to find someone you love, maybe the old 'arranged marriage' was a good idea, i mean this way at least you worn't end up with no one.
i saw on TV once that we as humans decied 'attraction' from the first moment we met, maybe you missed me. if you did come back around, maybe you'll notice something intersting.
so next time your on the street and see someone shinning from far away, don't be afraid, and try it out, cos you never know what can and will happen, you will never know unless you try...
bye bye for now~ ^^