feeling really crap, i don't know why. maybe because somthing's missing. i thought i found that something, i guess i didn't. because it went away.
it's hard to say wat i'm thinking right now, or feeling rather. i don't know whats meant to happen. am i meant to cry, beg, nag? i don't know whats meant to follow on this.
i wish i can say what i want to say, i wish i had the courage i did before to say it. but i guess i regret telling u my feelings, because now, it's hard to even be friends....
i guess i now understand how much pain it is for those prehaps i've this too.....
being friends seem much better then this....
havn't had the best of day today, infact i was counting on today to lift my mood little, but looking happy has made me more teird then usual? i guess because i'm more unhappy then usual...
if your reading this, respond.. cos i want to talk to you, i just don't know when i'll get the courage to do it.......