为什么看到绿地会心痛，为什么连看蓝天都会心痛，难道是因为孤独？
不晓得什么时候我变的那么的没用，连自己要的都没有勇气去争取。
不晓得你是在想什么，连自己都不晓得在想什么，好痛，突然的痛，一种被关在黑屋里面的感觉，没有光，没有希望，没有办法逃开的。
世界就这样吗？人生是这样默默的过吗？
好希望有个人能带我离开这里。。。

sometimes i don't know what it is i want.... prehaps ur just that case

i was thinking today, under what conditions do u really fall in love with a person.
everyone wants a beauty, once all the beauties have gone in the world what will we be left with? the ugly?
if soe what is ugly?
can someone tell me who the real decider of these words are? and to what extent do we all believe in the words we say. though saying i hate you, and not meaning it is harsh, under what conditions should we lie inorder to protect oursleves and even the ones we love.
is lieing really such a bad thing?
what is lieing anyway, not telling the truth, or hiding the truth. is hiding really all that bad?

昨天好好聊了一聊，现在有一种莫名的轻松。
可是还是好痛。爱过痛过，就这样的过去吧。不过去的放在过去，我会好好往前走的。
再见

i don't know wat is right............ i want to scream cry and yell at you......... yet i can't...............
it hurts me..... to know that u don't care anymore.......

i don't know who i am, what i want to be, what i am ment to be......
like someone lost, hopless, useless......
right now everything in my world seems so lonley......
i want to scream, cry, punch someone, but i can't cos i know doing so worn't do anything......
i wanna run away, somewhere far far away, where i can just sleep, because sleep seems like the only time i can just be, without worries, without tears.
i'm not beautiful, not skinny, nor do i have a good family background, my personality isn't the best ether... what do i have? nothing... prehaps thats way you left, because there is no good being with someone that has nothing,
it's been depressing latley, becaue suddenly it was the 27th a few days ago, i relised that it's almost been 10 months since we've broken up and yet to me, you still havn't left....
someone wake me up from this nightmare

想找到的，找不到，其实说实话我并不晓得自己在寻找什么，常常一个人这样的默默的过日子。我想知道的事其实并不多，可是因为什么多不晓得才会有那么多问题。

你在吗？？在看吗？？不看也可以，因为你从没有关心过我，所以也没什么差别。不晓得人生是不是这样的，失恋后没办法好好吃，好好睡，想恨那个人可是有没有办法，想忘记那个人可同时又想再见他一面。恋爱就那么的痛苦吗？

这几天越来越紧张了，因为分数要出来了。这几天一直没有办法好好的睡。好怕好怕去年的重复再发生。好怕。。。

去年有了你，今年失去了你，今年会有新的吗？然后明年又失去。。。

人生就只有这样吗？得到后就失去，失去后在得到。

不晓得因该怎么面对这个世界。如果你有想法的话，Po一下吧~~~