been heart borken is like been a room without light, and yet been in love is like been pluged into a pool of light, both blinding, both filled with pain and pleasure....
i've been wondering what you've been up to latly, after all te exams are near....
for some reason every now and then i would think about the things we talked about....
then as soon as i relised that i shouldn't be i relise that i;m stil missing u,,,,
if i wait, if i keep waiting will u still feel the same>
i've always though i that i wanted to tell u, but now i don't, if i keep this my little secret then i can keep the dream alive, if i tell u, my bubble migt burst. and i don't want it too.
if possible, it woul be good if we can met up after teh exams... which means that in a month i worn't be in australia anymore....

好长一段时间没和你通电话了，谢谢，谢谢你对我的‘认证’。 你打来是因为你还有感觉，还是因为你见死会救呢？听到你声音，好开心，乐道我发疯。我真没用。。。
可是这几天，让我发现了，其实，对的感觉还是像当初一样。。。

may 21st... i really doubt u'll ask me... after all it's on ta 10th

'can we pretend that planes in the night skies are shooting stars, because i really need a wish right now'.
i really need a wish.... at that time, i really did, and i know that theres not use wishing.... because it worn't do any good.
if i was to wish for somthing right now, for me to be able to see you one more time... just once, because i miss you, i really do, just once i want to tell you what i really want to tell you, instead of hidding it, i want to tell you that i miss you, that i still like you, that i wish you were here, for me, just this once.
just for once for you to be there when i really need you, to be a normal couple......................

saying i love you, wishing that u might say it back, everywhere i look, i see you.
i don't know why, even after all this time, things just seem to contiue....
i was in the city the other day going to class, and i saw a person that looked just like u......
and i couldn't help but stare, hope, that maybe it was you....
'if you tell me you don't need me anymore, that our love isn't forever, i'll ask you a second chance to make our love alittle better' i love that song, it's soo sweet, and yet so sad, that in the face of love i've become such a pathetic person.......
i know u've been visting me on farmvile... and i'm sorri if i'm alittle slow, but could it be ur way of telling me that you care? or is it just my wishful thinking?

i'm beggining to think i've become the most pathetic person on earth.... such a small thing..... such a small incignificant thing..... can take me from earth to heaven and then to helll.....
for some reason, my tears have kept flowing.....
i wish they would, so i can stop crying......

一分一秒，都在想你在干什么，你是不是生病了，是不是有和jim出去吃饭了，是不是会偶尔想我。那种知道因该放弃可是有没有勇气放弃的感觉，那种知道如果放弃了就会等于放弃了自己的感觉，好痛苦，好痛苦。
我会常常想是不是因为我太任性了，太幼稚了，太冷酷了，太黏了，太过于关心，是不是因为我太胖了，太丑了，你才会放手的。
有了勇气问可是有没有勇气听答案，就算下了决心也没有用，因为我知道你只会隐瞒。
为什么感情那么的迷糊，为什么做什么都没有用，我想等待，可是同时怕如果真的等了我只会得到悲哀和痛苦。因为我觉得现在的我是没有办法再次那么的勇敢的面对这一切了。
可是我还是喜欢你的，为什么，为什么会那么的无奈，没有办法忘掉。。。